Another day gone.. oh wait it just started

It seems that I may be working at a different house.. It's the one I wanted in the first place but it sucks because I feel bad that the person there is leaving for another house due to sitting problems.. She is really good with the clients there and they like her... Plus one of the clients there gets on my last nerve..  I am sorry but you can't be 100 percent positive about your workplace.. I mean how many people love everyone they work with?  It just happens to be that the people I work with are developmentally impaired..  But they are not all sweet smiley special olympics either.. They have behaviors.. and like normal people some of them are assholes too...  Funny cause you can't talk to the bosses that way.. I am saying that the clients want to be treated like normal people but you can't say "oh so and so is a jerk" because that might offend them... but why because it's a mean thing to say or because they are disabled?  hmmmmm   I get what Carlos Mencia means now...  He is right.. 
However on to something else.  My job.  I am going to take the job at the one house but not sure how long.  I am hoping that my sig other gets work so that I can go to pt and be home more with our kids..  Where is that mail man>???????  I am waiting for a special package.. a package of naughty things.. lol.. where the fuck is he????

Once again....

As usual I am at a crossroads.  I think by not figuring out what I want to do with my life when I was 15, I have completely messed up any hope of deciding this important decision of finding this out on my own.   Okay, for some of us it's not easy.  Some people just know and have this passion about what they want to do. Some of us just go with the flow and end up like me, in a job that I am not to satisfied with.  
Two things about my job..  #1  I do not like the way the clients are sometime belittled or made to feel like they are below us just because they have disabilities.  and  #2 I am not entirely sure I like the company.  I don't think that adults should have to be told to go to activities if they don't want to go.  I don't think that they should have to smoke 6 cigs a day even if they can afford to smoke more.  I don't think that they should be treated as if they are children because while they may have the mentality of a child they are indeed adults.  I am irritated when staff say such things as "It must be nice to be able to" insert whatever here.  Or in a case of something more recent innocent before guilt.  A staff accused a client of being high in a belittling way.. "are you feeling good??? feeling really good?  Did you go and get high"  lol.. when this client was out getting ice cream with his friends.. Okay this client has a history of drug use in the past.. But, the staff could have just been up front and said, hey I think you might have used so I am going to get a drug test..  Well the drug test came back negative and this staff didn't apologize or say sorry I thought you were hig.. he just said.. "well the test was expired anyway"  That is fucked up... I hate working for these people sometimes..  I hate dealing with the bullshit.  
I also hate dealing with other things... lol.. well for now this is it...